The feeling will go on..

Alhamdulillah, in these couple of days, i had beautiful moment. Such a miracle. Like nobody who does not own anything. Maybe this is right. What people may say, sometimes can become irrational due to the uncertain of ideas, to us. Maybe this is what I called "CHALLENGE" of the life. If life without challenge, it better not to live in this world. Dont you think so? =)

Katakanlah (wahai Muhammad saw): “Sama ada kamu sembunyikan apa yang di dalam hati kamu atau kamu nyatakan namun, Allah tetap mengetahuinya; dan Dia (Allah) mengetahui apa yang di langit dan di bumi. Dan Allah atas segala sesuatu adalah al-Qadir (Maha Kuasa).” Ali-Imran, 29

"Whether you conceal what is in your breasts or reveal it, Allah knows it. And He knows that which is in the heavens and that which is on the earth. And Allah is over all things competent.

Heart is the organ that pumps blood to all parts of the body system. Circulation of the bloods, the flow of the blood, really amazing. Continuously moving nonstop even one second. The heartbeat starts when we are known as fetus, which our age is around 2-3 weeks. Up until now, it is still beating. Can you imagine how many pumps/beats, the heart makes for us since we are fetus until now, the time you're reading this? =) Maybe it is around two million beats. Ok, we are not going to preach about the heart, but what is the real contains of the heart? Get your mind jam..

It is a 'FEELING' absolutely. Oh, ok, The Holy verse above is for this content. Not the heart part content. Everyone has that kind of thing. We call it a feeling. What is feeling resembles for? It is subjective which cannot be physically either touch or feel, formed or shaped, and it is all about the feeling. No ones can tell what is feeling for. The exact meaning of the feeling. As for today, two of my friends, got a chance to read a part of my 'heart'. A man and a female.

The male asked me, " Do you still have any feeling towards her?"  "No. I dont feel any.It is over few months past.How can I feel the past feeling by stating what you've read it in my 'heart'? I replied. "Ok, sure then. I wont ask you anymore."
Thanks pal. The girl that I keen the most, is one of my friend's. I become the best friend with the guy. Under one roof of course. And yet, he still claiming, "she and me, dont have nothing worth between us". Oh, okay. There is an opportunity for me. But, I dont like that kind of chance. Let bygones be bygones. She is kind of pious girl, have muslimah appearance, and yeah, good-looking and cold-looking. Cold-looking?? haha. I think the best phrase for this is, when we take a look of someone,  oh, the feeling of melting? haha. Nope, the feeling of wanting to make her as the mother for our children in the future. Am I correct? Well done! =D

Well, i dont really feel desperate in finding the best partner of my life, but I am really sure, one day, I will successfully find my beloved-to-be person. When there is a will, there is a way. Effort must be applied, if not, how can load can be lifted? =D
Wassalam.

a man who is thinking..